springtime/summer

let's have a picnic in the grassy part of the median. cars will pass by and see that we're happy.

it's a good idea, we can dress fancy.

crocodile rock

when we don't live a county away, we share a bed. a county away feels like another planet to me. it's kind of nice, though. for him.

"the further away, the fuzzier your face.
the harder to make out your less desirable traits.
when i'm looking at you through a telescopic lens,
it's easier for me to use my imagination.
but when i'm looking at you through a microscopic lens,
that's when it's harder for me to pretend
that i still think it would be great if you lived in a different state."

why?

my limbs are ghosts trying to untangle knots

internet

i have only allowed myself 15 minutes of time on the internet. on firefox. i'll be on aim all night but that's different.

i need to get things done! this gives me less time to be idle and possibly lurk adam's twitter, and more time to drink tea and take a bath and read murakami and clean my room.

i only have 9 minutes left! but i already did everything i wanted to. 4chan it is!

california.

i did not enjoy my trip to california.

day 4

i have gone four days without bringing up some funny story from my past with chris.

it bores him and he can't relate to the outlandish characters.

LET ME TELL YOU THE STORY OF MY PASSOVER 2005, PLEASE! COME ON IT'S RELEVANT, PASSOVER IS TOMORROW!

i keep wanting to bring up funny things that happened with robert alarcon. why?

ouch!

my hand slipped on the watch machine, and i started bleeding twice today. both times, i was thinking about bryan.

"You okay there, Annie?"
"Yeah, my hand just slipped."

today, i will eat a piece of cake in the bathtub.

april 12th-20th

"i am going to visit california the 12th through the 20th."

i am cutting my trip short by three days because no one likes me anyway. i have a feeling that people won't exactly be scrambling to hang out with me. at least i'll get to see josh, and give julie bryan's stuff & her peter pan sticker. she'll be pretty happy about that.

april 13th through 18th.

edit, april 19th:
i left friday night, the 17th.

aside from work:

i make so much money.

oh ASIDE aside.

i will save all of this money to go back home and stay there forever.

oh my gosh look at all this stuff on eBay.