rodents; the fine line

instead of believing that people are rude mice, i will regard them as polite rats.

i think this will improve my life.

My life got a lot easier this weekend.

My name is Annie Saunders. I have a loving boyfriend, a place to live, a 9-5 desk job and a dog.

great!

i feel fantastic as long as i don't really think about anything

ooh, crescent rolls!

I've never had this feeling before... this feeling of genuinely wanting everything I see. I can't see a bunny without going to petsmart and pricing bunnies. I can't see a commercial for yogurt without needing yogurt. I wonder if I'm developing a personality disorder. I wonder what it would be called. I want a personality disorder, now. And a bunny.

Aquarius, February 4th

You may be missing someone you haven't seen for awhile. But are your feelings for this person genuine, or do you just miss the nostalgia that surrounds the relationship? It may be the latter, and that's the problem. Trying to reconnect with someone – be it a friend or romantic partner – may bring you a new set of problems. Think hard before you proceed. If you think you might be trying to recapture an earlier, more carefree time rather than reaching out for the person and the relationship, you need to be more practical. Savor the memory instead.

I have a serious alcohol problem.

wednesday

Today I almost relapsed. I called three boys on the phone instead-- cried and apologized to every one. Is that a type of relapse? I think I should have watched vicodin fizz in champagne instead.