one day, i'm making someone the happiest they've ever been in their entire lives, and the next day, the saddest. i guess that's what love is? making people sad?

everyone who loves me, and everyone who has ever loved me is just sad about it.

if just the news of me moving out is making him feel so terrible, how will he take it when i break up with him? i can't do it, i can't stand to make people that upset.