options.

i have several options.

1. keep my job and move back in with my mom.
2. quit my job (or demote myself to Seasonal) and move in with my dad in oregon.
3. demote myself to seasonal or quit and move to nevada with julie's mom.
4. keep my job and move with julie, and pay her dad some rent. (but not 450 dollars!)
5. keep my job, stay here, be BFFLz with chris and keep paying rent.
   

all of these require me to ask for some kind of permission from people. the last thing i want to do is ask for help!

the only thing i need is help.

i need to figure something out. anything, really!